about me

hi i'm riz (all pronouns) or riznana. never nana. you can call me "y" too, i guess.

19, lesbian, sometimes in spain, sometimes in the philippines. englishero. not proud of it

do you ever shout out into the void and hope that your echo comes back. that there's an end to this? eventually i will become cultured. eventually.

i'm a writer, hopefully artist (one day, i'll feel comfortable calling myself that), and #gamer.

i have a goal to read 50 books this year. check my progress in my book log. i'm currently on 9 books completed as of jan 29, 2026.

always looking for more niche books, movies, music, anything really. my guestbook is always open for those with recommendations. please. actually. please. even popular ones. i don't care about how niche they are. i just want more things to read or watch or listen to. i just need more inspiration. i jus

manifesto/mission

i miss the old internet

maybe i'm a poser. 19 years old, the closest thing i've had to the old internet was the dora candyland games of my childhood.

i miss bulky, giant laptops. phones that barely fit in my childish hands and pockets. i miss prying a finger in the tiny gap and lifting the back off, removing the battery and sd and sim card.

i miss being loud.

maybe i want to be young again. maybe i wasted my youth in bedrooms hunched over an acer that was seconds away from exploding.

whatever the case. i'm fine with that. it doesn't hurt anyone. join me in becoming the cool internet figure that i watched on youtube and dreamed about. dye your hair in stripes. make rave jewelry. whatever. it doesn't matter.

that was depressing. contemplation is depressing. i'm trying to have fun don't mind me. the key is moderation.

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